mY cOnfEssIons

i honestly never thought tat i would find anyone else after him...& fall for HIM the way i do for him...after him...i realli believed tat no one is in the world deserves my love anymore...but after havin being together with HIM...i realised tat i was actualli able to love once again...it is a realisation & more of an exclaimation...i thought i had closed the doors to my heart...but alas! it seems...we do have more courage than we thought possible...

havin spent 3 years to forget him & evything abt him...i thought my love for him was so great bcos i needed such a long time to get over it...but its with HIM tat i finally know wat it means to truly love someone...givin him the space he needed, toleratin his selfishness (or perhaps over-maturity), being able to FORGIVE and changin from pretendin not to care to true benevolence.

a fren once messaged me: i can feel ur love & concern for HIM, give him some time if u're truly waitin for him...

my reply: actually i'm not waitin for him. I juz wan him to b happy. Its no point if he's too stressed up being with me.

I may have told many lies in my life...but the second statement is the truest of all...there's isnt anythin else tat matters more to me than his happiness...

we will b goin overseas in a couple more days...in the same country...but distance apart...

fly than...freely...juz think of me sometimes...tats all i hope for...