我就在你面前，你却视而不见
餐桌两边 黑咖啡冒著煙 曲折翻騰的弧線 模糊了雙眼
妳習慣沒變 手指頭敲打著玻璃杯 一整夜 不曾看我一眼
那條項鍊 軟弱攤在眼前 親手繫上的思念 被妳放了線
空蕩的胸前 是他準備要接手的世界 專程來告別 連再見都心不在焉
妳在一公尺不到的面前 手拼命揮還是往下墜
眼神那麼绝 凍結一切不讓我挽回
我在一公尺之外的世界 一輩子回不了的原點
我這才發現 妳離我有多麼遠
餐桌兩邊 沒交集的情節 看著妳度日如年 等我說再見
你神情没变 把距离扩大的好遥远 一公尺就好像一万个光年
妳在一公尺不到的面前 手拼命揮還是往下墜
眼神那麼决 凍結一切不讓我挽回
我在一公尺之外的世界 一輩子回不了的原點
我這才發現 妳離我有多麼遠
我只有成全 讓你離開我身邊
想结婚了？！
我望着自己左手的无名指，一时间，有想结婚的冲动
对于自己的这根手指，我不愿只让任何一个人套住
你能说我傻，能说我痴，
但我只是不愿违背自己的信念...
— 就等着哪一天，有人能将“一生一世”套在那手指上
Bad Bad Day
Today was a realli bad day.
I started the day pretty well when i managed to find one of my "fren" through frenster...but it all began when the clock striked twelve
Firstly, when I was meeting my orthodontist who supposedly promised me that my braces would be removed on the day i leave Melbourne to go back for my holidays, he turned back on his word and told me that he mite need a little more time to fix this problem. I know he didnt mean to break his promise intentially cos i could realli see the apologetic look on his face...but I cant help feelin dejected now that i hav to b stuck wif the braces for at least the next 3 months
Then, imagine my disappointment when i went to school to collect my psych assignment and discovered that i had actualli failed
Afterwhich, I met up wif Anita and her boyfren and found that her beau wasnt realli treatin her that well (at least it appeared that way to me) being nonchalent and a little overcommandin. I was actualli a little pissed with his MCP and heck-care attitude
Finally, when i reached home and e-mailed my tutor to ask for an extension for my major essay so I may hav more time to study for the upcomin Psych Exam, guess wat? She actualli refused to giv me an extension even though i was tellin her the truth...SO DAMN UNFAIR!!!
To sum it all up, I wish for this "bad luck" to disappear at the strike of midnite...
ABRACADABRA
好无聊 Ne...
救命啊！！！好无聊哟！！！
已做完今天应做的功课，此时此刻不知道还能做什么，从刚才晚饭时间就无聊到现在了...
救命啊！！！好无聊哟！！！
To Be Alive...
How do we know...exactly...wat does it feel like to b alive?
it's when u wake up 1st thing in the morning...with the room freezin...u feel its cold
it's when u wake up 1st thing in the morning...with the heater blastin...u feel its warmth
it's when u wake up 1st thing in the morning...with the music blarin...u feel its rhythum
it's when u wake up 1st thing in the morning...with the sun starin...u feel its light
it's when u wake up 1st thing in the morning...with the sun scorchin...u feel its heat
it's when u wake up 1st thing in the morning...with the comp screen blinkin...u feel its readiness
it might b a chore knowin u've woken up but...
there muz b a reason y u're able to feel, touch, hear and see TODAY
In the Midst of Dawn
its 4.37am in the mornin...in case ur wonderin wat i'm doin in the wee hours of the mornin...i'm preparin to go to the airport to pick up my aunt...
*i'm now in an extremely "blurry" state...*
i used to wonder...sometimes...wat goes on in the mind when i'm awake at the wrong hours...now i know...its actually nothin...
but then again...its the only time i can afford the liberty to actualli think of "NO-THING"...being bogged down with so many assignments that i'm already too numbed...and the fact that i havent been sleepin well is kinda not helpin...
but its fun...being awake at the wrong hours...the mind being in a complete blank...
i guess i'm tokin crap...but then again...its my blog ma... :P
从未如此平静过
现在是早上10.45分...我领听着言承旭的 “第一次”...窗外下着绵绵细雨...有些感伤...但却拥有着更多的平静...
音乐盘旋着...我疲倦...他遥远...
笑声塞进梦里面
回忆搬到最旁边
收拾好爱情呼啸而过的昨天 心恢复空洞整洁
一切干净到极点
你来你变你不见
现在只剩顽强的思念 还没有被解决
若命运只想拿个梦 敷衍我太长的等候
那大可不用美丽到让我 以为这次心动会有什么...
也许 还是重返寂寞
毕竟也只有寂寞肯永远爱我
也许 还是拥抱孤独
从来也只有孤独肯陪我痛哭
从今后 就选择沉默 选择服从岁月如梭
（选择服从孤独寂寞）
