我讨厌...
我讨厌需要一个人的感觉
我讨厌想要寻找到他的不由自主
我讨厌他无声无息的消失
我讨厌不知道他在那里的自己
我讨厌那么那么喜欢他的我
我讨厌不知道我那么那么喜欢他的他
我讨厌他那么那么喜欢别人的他
我讨厌包容他那么那么喜欢别人的我
我讨厌自己原谅他的一切
我讨厌那么那么爱他的我
最重要的是......
我讨厌“我爱你”
Funny Sometimes
i know i havent been writing my blog in ages...ya...cos there wasnt much for me to write about...guess life's juz gettin a little repetative huh...
aniwae...juz finished watchin How To Lose a Guy in 10 Days...been watchin it for like SO MANY times already...but still...cant help feelin touched by the story :)...
i guess we all dun realli know wat we want till it comes into our lives...been havin crazy tots lately...was thinkin of goin to Thailand to teach...it juz suddenly popped into my mind...mayb journalism wasnt goin all that for me afterall...na!...or mayb...i'm juz goin bonkers...
its all the same with L.O.V.E...u know...hmmm...its realli funni sometimes how fate plays a joke on everybody...u know like...havin some1 whom u dun like being there for u all the time...or...liking some1 who's like not with u...or mayb even when u tink u guys are not suited, fate comes knockin on your door and tells u that he could b juz around the corner...
aniwae...i guess the funny thing about it all is the fact that cos u dun know what tomorrow might bring...we live on in anticipation...
sometimes not knowin might b better......
我恨我爱你
面带微笑离开你怀里 我听天由命
最后一张王牌在手里 二选一的机率
不能放纵爱你 就放过自己...
爱情已过了甜蜜期 多说也是无益
爱不爱我已经没关系 一点小伤而已
你可以很放心 我不会为了留你 假装可怜兮兮
都怪我 太不争气 我恨我爱你
Oh~ 我爱你 只是因为你是你 Oh~ 我恨你
你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不尽你的…新恋情
没关系
我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆
我可以一个人安静的忘记你
我恨你最后那一句 我爱你
爱...何曾开始...何曾结束...
（还珠格格3 --- “感同身受”)
我深深地被大伙儿的 “专属于你”而感动而喝彩...
小燕子的 “宽容体谅”
永琪的 “为爱牺牲”
紫薇的 “山无棱，天地和，才敢与君绝”
尔康的 “生生世世”
晴儿的 “远走高飞”
萧剑的 “因爱停泊”
都字字句句地烙印在我的心中...
那股愿为爱粉身碎骨，不顾一切的决心，
那份‘一生只为一人醉’的坚持
那只求爱得轰轰烈烈的“心” 和
那愿生死相许的一辈子...
“爱”永不结束...
就算走到了尽头，
只要心不死...
“爱”只会换个方式......延续
Old Already :P
Aiya...my back is kinda aching from cleanin the kitchen juz now...realli gettin old siah...do abit of stuff onli than backache already...
today ah...i didnt do much...cos i feel like i'm mentally exhausted...juz strugglin through my chinese essay with my last breath of energy...luckily its only 1500 characters...heng ah!!!
um...i've been feelin tired of late...or shld i say my eyes are gettin strained more easily as compared to before...think its cos i didnt rest my eyes enough lor...starin at the comp from the moment i wake up till the evening...
aniwae...as of tomolo...i will hav no assignments due for 2 weeks...hopefully i can realli get to rest...
um...realli proud of myself for hangin on...
Superwoman......
accomplished ALOT of things today... let me see...
i had a lazy mornin..didnt feel doin anythin...but then again...i deserve the break for havin finally accomplished my psychology essay...hip hip hooray!!!
i went to school wif ah jiao for my class and met up wif anita... two happi woman talkin about their love life...and i was sittin in the middle of them listenin to them crapping away...but it was blissful watchin their 幸福 faces...
i went to chadstone for a short shoppin spree from 5 till about 8...considered quite short already as compared to when me n ah feng go city...bought a pair of pants from sportsgirl for $30 onli...
i came home then vacummed my room... washed clothes...and now sippin the barley drink that ah feng boil for us...best siah...
abt tomorrow...let it decide for itself... will rest early tonite...
gdnite angels...Zzzz......
傻傻的...Silly Silly 的...笨笨的...
Discovered a realli Simple and Silly song...juz wanna share it with everyone :P
《而我知道》 by 五月天
冰塊 還沒融化 你在看表 我 笑的尷尬 你說 最近很忙 改天聊吧
那天 我在樓下 想了很久 想 你說的話 你說 愛情很窄 世界很大
(而我們應該長大) 就這樣吧 就這樣吧 我想我 聽懂你 話中的話
* 而我知道那真愛不一定能白頭到老
而我知道有一天你可能就這麼走掉
而我知道我知道這一切我全都知道
我就是受不了
而我知道我們曾天真的一起哭和笑
而我知道放開手但不知道怎麼忘掉
而我知道你走了以後的每一分一秒
卻還是這麼難熬
微笑 緊緊咬牙 給你祝福 你 自由飛吧 你說 溫室沒有 燦爛的花
(你總是很有想法)
就這樣吧 就這樣吧 我同意 可是我 淚如雨下
Repeat *
Energy Depleted.....
Its been a super duper busy weekend for me...been busy doing calculations for my psychology essay...hectic i tell u...dun think i've ever seen so many numbers in the past 2 days than in my entire life...
aniwae...i'm feelin much calmer already...been so overburden with my work...its gd sometimes that there's somethin for me to diverse my attention to...
feelin rather sleepy now and abit blur cos i juz woke up...but again...gotta continue wif my work...begin another esaay again...
太阳终究还是会升起
遭受到一件非常不愉快的事，但也从中明白什么叫“有心无力”...
这是我第二次必须强迫自己做一件非常不喜欢做的事，被撕裂于理智和任性间...
有时我真的很讨厌长大，因为在这过程中，我必须承受无法忠于自己情感的煎熬，接受‘现实有时真的是残酷‘ 的事实...
这其中最大的悲哀就是必须面对“太阳终究还是会升起” 的明天...
在知道世界根本不会为你而停留的瞬间，我还是得继续我未完成的路......
